I hate sneezing all day
I hate itchy nose
I hate rubbing my nose all day
I hate snort
I hate blowing my nose all day
I hate dust
I hate dirt
2009年4月23日星期四
2009年4月22日星期三
weird dreams
The shaky hand boy photo
I had a weird dream last night.
In the dream, i was in a hurry to catch my flight. It starts with me and my friends were going on kind of an exchange trip to a temple museum. I was with my pink suitcase, some other soft packs and a long hard case with an musical instrument inside. As a guest, I stayed in one of the galleries in the museum for one night. For some reason and other plots that I have forgotten, It was quater past 6 and my flight leave quater to 10. I was in a hurry to pack up my things however I was not allowed into the gallery to pack up, because there is a special exhibition in the gallery which only allows male visitors... and then g man (a real life fmtp person) appeared and I asked him to collect my things. However, the museum is like very complex and large so that he gave up finding his way to the gallery. At last, I determined to do it myself. When I approach the gallery counter, staff asked me to wear a special costume which looked like some kimono. Before I went in, a female staff talked to me in manderin, but I could understand nothing. I asked her to repeat but still incomprehensable. I suddenly realized that she asked me to pay for the kimono. So I asked her to put it on my bill. G man was with me. When we collected my things, we tried to go back downstairs through the slit through the crack underneath a matress. However, the hard case was appearantly too large so we decided to use the lift.
The dream was non-sense. But I am amazed at how well I can remember it. It is what worth writing.
Weird dreams xxx
2009年4月20日星期一
set aside some time
Dear love,
My paradise-holiday has come to a halt. Can't believe that I am starting work so swiftly. When life is cohered to be more regular, I am sleeping well and having an active appetite.
I have a new habit too. Each night before I go to bed and let myself sleep, I would set aside some time to think of you. And then I will smile myself to sleep. You like to take photos of us being together with your eyes, and then lock the images in your brain. I learn from you and lock images in my little brain as well. So, I go over our pictures for my new found habit every night.
Sleep well, my love.
yours,
j
My paradise-holiday has come to a halt. Can't believe that I am starting work so swiftly. When life is cohered to be more regular, I am sleeping well and having an active appetite.
I have a new habit too. Each night before I go to bed and let myself sleep, I would set aside some time to think of you. And then I will smile myself to sleep. You like to take photos of us being together with your eyes, and then lock the images in your brain. I learn from you and lock images in my little brain as well. So, I go over our pictures for my new found habit every night.
Sleep well, my love.
yours,
j
2009年4月14日星期二
Can I sneeze at you?
In bed, we were in a cuddle.
"Can I sneeze at you?" I asked.
"Hmm... yes of course, it's from you, ain't it?" he smiled
I bury my head in his chest with a contented smile.
"Har..ar...ar..." faking the sound of a potential sneeze, I targeted a sneeze at his face. Then we both cracked into laughter.
"So there's a limit to your love for me yea?"
"Well, you can sneeze at my feet,"
"Not your face?"
"Ha you are allowed to sneeze at my feet,"
pause
"Can I fart at your face?" He peeked at me under his eyes, testingly curved his lip.
"Yes of course! You are allowed to fart at my face!"
"Because you know that I won't do it, you are confident,"
"No no I wasn't sure, but you can fart at my face, and you must warn me before you fart,..."
"You know I won't do it,"
"...and then I will hold my breath"
"So there is a limit to your love to me, you won't take in my fart,"
"No, cause that's something you don't want as well. You are getting rid of it. I will breath in the fart which is still inside you,"
"Yea, if it's out it's not mine anymore,"
"And you don't want the fart right? I am on your side as well, if you don't want it, I don't want it too. We are on a united front,"
"Yea yea..."
"Can I sneeze at you?" I asked.
"Hmm... yes of course, it's from you, ain't it?" he smiled
I bury my head in his chest with a contented smile.
"Har..ar...ar..." faking the sound of a potential sneeze, I targeted a sneeze at his face. Then we both cracked into laughter.
"So there's a limit to your love for me yea?"
"Well, you can sneeze at my feet,"
"Not your face?"
"Ha you are allowed to sneeze at my feet,"
pause
"Can I fart at your face?" He peeked at me under his eyes, testingly curved his lip.
"Yes of course! You are allowed to fart at my face!"
"Because you know that I won't do it, you are confident,"
"No no I wasn't sure, but you can fart at my face, and you must warn me before you fart,..."
"You know I won't do it,"
"...and then I will hold my breath"
"So there is a limit to your love to me, you won't take in my fart,"
"No, cause that's something you don't want as well. You are getting rid of it. I will breath in the fart which is still inside you,"
"Yea, if it's out it's not mine anymore,"
"And you don't want the fart right? I am on your side as well, if you don't want it, I don't want it too. We are on a united front,"
"Yea yea..."
2009年4月8日星期三
和你在一起 being with you
I can't sleep, I don't want to sleep anyway. All I want to do is to have you in my arms and curl up in bed, in a cuddle. And then it may last forever.
The world is different when you are here. The city is not oppressing and boring anymore. Everyday routine and environment suddently regain vitality and come back to life again. 24 hours go by so quickly that I can never share enough with you. I wish each day gets longer, and tomorrow comes quicker. Thats why I cannot sleep. I am too impatient to wait for the whole long night to change into the day. I am literally restless.
Please, tomorrow, please come.
The world is different when you are here. The city is not oppressing and boring anymore. Everyday routine and environment suddently regain vitality and come back to life again. 24 hours go by so quickly that I can never share enough with you. I wish each day gets longer, and tomorrow comes quicker. Thats why I cannot sleep. I am too impatient to wait for the whole long night to change into the day. I am literally restless.
Please, tomorrow, please come.
2009年4月6日星期一
2009年3月14日星期六
人離鄉賤/物以罕為貴
我的DISTRESS, 不是一天/一件事做成的.
我喜歡向上望, 希望越級挑戰, 我好高鶩遠. 找工如是, 找書讀如是, 找男朋友如是... 那是我心底裡的一個黑洞, 每經苦難, 我就會被吸進去, 消失於宇宙中.
25歲, 我已很老了.
但比上不足, 比下有餘. 23歲做到25歲的事, 令我很高興; 但25歲時, 卻要我仍是做25歲的事, 令我DISTRESS.
還有更多的不如意, 令我身處進退兩難的境地.
我想, 我還是不會放棄的.
我喜歡向上望, 希望越級挑戰, 我好高鶩遠. 找工如是, 找書讀如是, 找男朋友如是... 那是我心底裡的一個黑洞, 每經苦難, 我就會被吸進去, 消失於宇宙中.
25歲, 我已很老了.
但比上不足, 比下有餘. 23歲做到25歲的事, 令我很高興; 但25歲時, 卻要我仍是做25歲的事, 令我DISTRESS.
還有更多的不如意, 令我身處進退兩難的境地.
我想, 我還是不會放棄的.
2009年3月8日星期日
唉, 年青人
唉, 作為一個25歲的老女人, 看見近日新聞都討論了很多年青人問題, 覺得上一輩/自己/年青人真是越來越不能溝通了.
關楚耀同衛詩在日本被捕, 討論焦點都在藝人應以身作則的問題. 其實他們不應再因為吸毒而被遣責, 因為他們已被捕了, 將受法律制裁. 其他人應指出, 他們錯是錯在太蠢, 太囂張. 所謂"玩還玩, 要玩得醒目D先", 身有屎還去高買. 根本是無視法紀.
而在學校索K及14歲媽媽. 這個社會那麼保守, 做什麼也不行, 也罵了先算, 罵完一場又是什麼都不懂. 社福制度又是沒有改變. 不是好人便是壞人, 不是衰仔就是乖仔, 不斷製造兩極. 在這個制度下, 只有人人都是奴隸, 社會才不會生亂.
好累, 不說了. 恐怕我回來後你見到我, 也會說我吸毒, 濫交了.
關楚耀同衛詩在日本被捕, 討論焦點都在藝人應以身作則的問題. 其實他們不應再因為吸毒而被遣責, 因為他們已被捕了, 將受法律制裁. 其他人應指出, 他們錯是錯在太蠢, 太囂張. 所謂"玩還玩, 要玩得醒目D先", 身有屎還去高買. 根本是無視法紀.
而在學校索K及14歲媽媽. 這個社會那麼保守, 做什麼也不行, 也罵了先算, 罵完一場又是什麼都不懂. 社福制度又是沒有改變. 不是好人便是壞人, 不是衰仔就是乖仔, 不斷製造兩極. 在這個制度下, 只有人人都是奴隸, 社會才不會生亂.
好累, 不說了. 恐怕我回來後你見到我, 也會說我吸毒, 濫交了.
2009年2月25日星期三
Story Of Anvil
近日仍是要為口奔馳, 忙得不可開交.
活還是要過的. 最省勁的娛樂還不是看電影.
OSCAR的大贏家slumdog millionaire, 好看是好看, 但好像不夠OSCAR的best picture. 大概是誠意及志氣可嘉罷.
最近很喜歡的一套電影, 是一齣紀錄片, 叫做The Story Of Anvil
廿幾歲在日本的ROCK FEST萬人空巷, 影響後世heavy metal; 到幾廿歲要走去做司機送貨, 在Transivania酒吧表演得幾個人睇. 有情有義有笑有淚. 追求夢想沒有底線, 有的是痴線. 真是試過成功, 試過失敗, 但沒有放棄.
一邊看一邊以為是Spinal Tap, 但難以置信地, 他們的故事是真的. 那些只會在攪笑電影出現的荒旦情節, 在他們身上發生了.
活還是要過的. 最省勁的娛樂還不是看電影.
OSCAR的大贏家slumdog millionaire, 好看是好看, 但好像不夠OSCAR的best picture. 大概是誠意及志氣可嘉罷.
最近很喜歡的一套電影, 是一齣紀錄片, 叫做The Story Of Anvil
廿幾歲在日本的ROCK FEST萬人空巷, 影響後世heavy metal; 到幾廿歲要走去做司機送貨, 在Transivania酒吧表演得幾個人睇. 有情有義有笑有淚. 追求夢想沒有底線, 有的是痴線. 真是試過成功, 試過失敗, 但沒有放棄.
一邊看一邊以為是Spinal Tap, 但難以置信地, 他們的故事是真的. 那些只會在攪笑電影出現的荒旦情節, 在他們身上發生了.
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