Happy Birthday my love

Today is my love's birthday, but I didn't send anything, I have even missed his call. I tried to call back, but it couldn't get through.

I feel guilty and rubbish. I really feel sad. Am I not a competent girlfriend? Among my mates, I am always the one who is not sensetive about birthdays, and I am sometimes blamed as heartless. Well, now it proves that I am not putting boys before friends, I am just so insensitive... maybe not caring... but I cannot admit that I am not caring. I may be careless, but I am not care-less. I do care, I do care a lot. First of all, I do remember. Secondly, as I have written down a week ago in Chinese, I planned to do sth.

Birthday is the most important day for a person, because one wouldn't have existed without a birthday. That's why I know I shouldn't be down on this important day of my beloved one. I am grateful that the day has brought my beloved to life, and his family as well. This should be a day for me to celebrate, a baby was born on this day who has grown into a lovely man.

My love, I wish you a fabulous year, and more fabulous years to come.

yours,
Joyce

Bad habbit

Sense of uneasiness is creeping on me again... There seems a lot to be done, tasks and feelings get mixed up together in a bundle, which I am too frightened to disentangle. Such feelings paralyzed me, knots in the bundle are then tied up even tighter.

It makes me feel like a loser.

mass dance

Have seen this T-mobile dance earlier this year, think it was brilliant and a lot of fun



now somebody has used the same idea to pay tribute to MJ. So tempted to do the same in HK...

reminder

明天要寫封信並寄出
一星期後便是他生日了

Country road take me home to the place where I belong

Me: I am gonna be back to England late Aug...

Friend: Since when you are going "back" to England instead of going "to" England???

Well, it's such an ideological question. I guess it was since when I have somewhere to belong. Isn't it just great to have somewhere you can go back to all the time? I am going back to HK, and then I am going back to England. Always feeling like home, always feeling belonged. Isn't it great to be a bird without legs?