2009年4月23日星期四

I am not feeling so well

I hate sneezing all day
I hate itchy nose
I hate rubbing my nose all day
I hate snort
I hate blowing my nose all day

I hate dust
I hate dirt

2009年4月22日星期三

weird dreams


The shaky hand boy photo


I had a weird dream last night.

In the dream, i was in a hurry to catch my flight. It starts with me and my friends were going on kind of an exchange trip to a temple museum. I was with my pink suitcase, some other soft packs and a long hard case with an musical instrument inside. As a guest, I stayed in one of the galleries in the museum for one night. For some reason and other plots that I have forgotten, It was quater past 6 and my flight leave quater to 10. I was in a hurry to pack up my things however I was not allowed into the gallery to pack up, because there is a special exhibition in the gallery which only allows male visitors... and then g man (a real life fmtp person) appeared and I asked him to collect my things. However, the museum is like very complex and large so that he gave up finding his way to the gallery. At last, I determined to do it myself. When I approach the gallery counter, staff asked me to wear a special costume which looked like some kimono. Before I went in, a female staff talked to me in manderin, but I could understand nothing. I asked her to repeat but still incomprehensable. I suddenly realized that she asked me to pay for the kimono. So I asked her to put it on my bill. G man was with me. When we collected my things, we tried to go back downstairs through the slit through the crack underneath a matress. However, the hard case was appearantly too large so we decided to use the lift.

The dream was non-sense. But I am amazed at how well I can remember it. It is what worth writing.

Weird dreams xxx

2009年4月20日星期一

set aside some time

Dear love,

My paradise-holiday has come to a halt. Can't believe that I am starting work so swiftly. When life is cohered to be more regular, I am sleeping well and having an active appetite.

I have a new habit too. Each night before I go to bed and let myself sleep, I would set aside some time to think of you. And then I will smile myself to sleep. You like to take photos of us being together with your eyes, and then lock the images in your brain. I learn from you and lock images in my little brain as well. So, I go over our pictures for my new found habit every night.

Sleep well, my love.

yours,
j

2009年4月14日星期二

Can I sneeze at you?

In bed, we were in a cuddle.

"Can I sneeze at you?" I asked.

"Hmm... yes of course, it's from you, ain't it?" he smiled

I bury my head in his chest with a contented smile.

"Har..ar...ar..." faking the sound of a potential sneeze, I targeted a sneeze at his face. Then we both cracked into laughter.

"So there's a limit to your love for me yea?"

"Well, you can sneeze at my feet,"

"Not your face?"

"Ha you are allowed to sneeze at my feet,"

pause

"Can I fart at your face?" He peeked at me under his eyes, testingly curved his lip.

"Yes of course! You are allowed to fart at my face!"

"Because you know that I won't do it, you are confident,"

"No no I wasn't sure, but you can fart at my face, and you must warn me before you fart,..."

"You know I won't do it,"

"...and then I will hold my breath"

"So there is a limit to your love to me, you won't take in my fart,"

"No, cause that's something you don't want as well. You are getting rid of it. I will breath in the fart which is still inside you,"

"Yea, if it's out it's not mine anymore,"

"And you don't want the fart right? I am on your side as well, if you don't want it, I don't want it too. We are on a united front,"

"Yea yea..."

2009年4月8日星期三

和你在一起 being with you

I can't sleep, I don't want to sleep anyway. All I want to do is to have you in my arms and curl up in bed, in a cuddle. And then it may last forever.

The world is different when you are here. The city is not oppressing and boring anymore. Everyday routine and environment suddently regain vitality and come back to life again. 24 hours go by so quickly that I can never share enough with you. I wish each day gets longer, and tomorrow comes quicker. Thats why I cannot sleep. I am too impatient to wait for the whole long night to change into the day. I am literally restless.

Please, tomorrow, please come.

2009年4月6日星期一

lum爆

你知唔知咩叫"LUM爆"?

BOB明天到港了. 他往LONDON的火車上傳來了一個短訊, 真是叫我LUM爆了...
心溶掉了, 面上不自禁地甜笑

我真是被LUM爆了...

P.S. 朋友們, 不要再SEND中文SMS給我了, 我的手機是不能看中文的

2009年4月2日星期四

回家了

我回家了

晚上即刻鼻痕, 早上又不停打噴嚏...
好睏...